I'm upset.
But it's not because of the regular stuff people get upset about, no. Normal people would be like, "Huh. Whatever." and they'd just shrug it off and go get answers from somebody else. Cheating. I'm tired of doing that. Cheating. I used to do it all the time, but I don't want to anymore. The problem is, I'm a stubborn fucknugget. When I actually need help, I won't take it because "I need to do it on my own" and I'm just digging myself further and further into this hole. This hole is going to be my future grave. Actually, it's not. I'm going to be cremated, but that's besides the point.
I cannot grasp topics easily. Wait, let me rephrase that; I have to try a lot harder to gain the possession of logical knowledge, you know, the stuff with only ONE correct answer. I'm a smart kid, I am, but when it comes to math and formulas and science and stuff that doesn't have anything to do with using the right side of my brain, I'm instantly fucked. F-U-C-K fucked. And I hate it. The only thing that I have going for my left side is the ability to think rationally. Screw logistic thoughts. Who needs those? That's why I dislike school. They always favour left-sided modes of thinking, and totally downplay the right-sided ones. It's not fair. The damn schools are making kids look retarded because they force students to take classes that these students are not good at. I think they're hoping they can help us improve. I hope they will soon realize that they're doing it all wrong. People being forced to do something will not want to do the thing they were forced to do that much more. It's like, the rebellion instincts inside of all human beings.
Sigh... I'm just annoyed that I can't do the Chemistry homework.
And it's getting late.
And I'm not ready to go to school.
Bleh.
But it's not because of the regular stuff people get upset about, no. Normal people would be like, "Huh. Whatever." and they'd just shrug it off and go get answers from somebody else. Cheating. I'm tired of doing that. Cheating. I used to do it all the time, but I don't want to anymore. The problem is, I'm a stubborn fucknugget. When I actually need help, I won't take it because "I need to do it on my own" and I'm just digging myself further and further into this hole. This hole is going to be my future grave. Actually, it's not. I'm going to be cremated, but that's besides the point.
I cannot grasp topics easily. Wait, let me rephrase that; I have to try a lot harder to gain the possession of logical knowledge, you know, the stuff with only ONE correct answer. I'm a smart kid, I am, but when it comes to math and formulas and science and stuff that doesn't have anything to do with using the right side of my brain, I'm instantly fucked. F-U-C-K fucked. And I hate it. The only thing that I have going for my left side is the ability to think rationally. Screw logistic thoughts. Who needs those? That's why I dislike school. They always favour left-sided modes of thinking, and totally downplay the right-sided ones. It's not fair. The damn schools are making kids look retarded because they force students to take classes that these students are not good at. I think they're hoping they can help us improve. I hope they will soon realize that they're doing it all wrong. People being forced to do something will not want to do the thing they were forced to do that much more. It's like, the rebellion instincts inside of all human beings.
Sigh... I'm just annoyed that I can't do the Chemistry homework.
And it's getting late.
And I'm not ready to go to school.
Bleh.
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