Current Frustrations...

I'm upset.
But it's not because of the regular stuff people get upset about, no. Normal people would be like, "Huh. Whatever." and they'd just shrug it off and go get answers from somebody else. Cheating. I'm tired of doing that. Cheating. I used to do it all the time, but I don't want to anymore. The problem is, I'm a stubborn fucknugget. When I actually need help, I won't take it because "I need to do it on my own" and I'm just digging myself further and further into this hole. This hole is going to be my future grave. Actually, it's not. I'm going to be cremated, but that's besides the point.
I cannot grasp topics easily. Wait, let me rephrase that; I have to try a lot harder to gain the possession of logical knowledge, you know, the stuff with only ONE correct answer. I'm a smart kid, I am, but when it comes to math and formulas and science and stuff that doesn't have anything to do with using the right side of my brain, I'm instantly fucked. F-U-C-K fucked. And I hate it. The only thing that I have going for my left side is the ability to think rationally. Screw logistic thoughts. Who needs those? That's why I dislike school. They always favour left-sided modes of thinking, and totally downplay the right-sided ones. It's not fair. The damn schools are making kids look retarded because they force students to take classes that these students are not good at. I think they're hoping they can help us improve. I hope they will soon realize that they're doing it all wrong. People being forced to do something will not want to do the thing they were forced to do that much more. It's like, the rebellion instincts inside of all human beings.

Sigh... I'm just annoyed that I can't do the Chemistry homework.
And it's getting late.
And I'm not ready to go to school.

Bleh.

Type. Type... TYPE.

This is difficult for me. I am unsure of how to present myself in my first post. People will read the first post to get their first impressions of both my blog and myself as a person. Hence the first. However, I feel that writing all that there is to know about yourself in your first post is over-used and honestly, kind of lame. For example: Would you read a book that told you everything in the first chapter or two? No, you wouldn't. What would be the point in reading the rest of the book if you already know the ending from the very beginning? There is no point. That's why people don't write books like that. I'm going to do the same thing. As of right now, all that is needed to be said is this: Welcome to the erratic writings that is the clutter of my mind. I hope you will find something that is of some interest to you.

I will be retiring to the comfort of my bed now.
Until tomorrow -- Or... the next time I post something.